UR CONFUSING ME!!!!

Be Specific and true to yourself. And I'll consider you.

HALO BY BEYONCE

Remember those walls I built
Well baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
Woah...

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo)
Halooooo ouuuu
Halooooo ouuuu
Halooooo ouuuu
Ouuuuu ouuuuu ouuuuu

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo

Halo - Beyonce


This is probably the song I can say I can relate well. After promising yourself that you will never fall again, Someone will come in your life and suddenly crash the walls that you've been building. Its like you were not guarding your heart all. Just wishing he really is my ANGEL.

MY Mothers Day Card

Ma,
Happy Mother's Day! Thank you for loving me unconditionally. Thank you for always being there for me. Sana lang Ma you're still here. So that I can share with you everything that I have now. I know that u are in a better place now but sometimes my selfishness is wishing that u are here. I regret not telling you I love you everyday. I regret telling you that the pain is only in ur mind everytime u will complain na may masakit sayo. Those words haunts me even in my sleep. I can't let you go kasi I have regrets. I'm saying I'm ok and I'm happy but still I know deep inside I'm not ok. Kasi I know na I've done something wrong but I can never make it up. I'm still thinking about the last 3 days when you are in the hospital and I'm not at your side. Wishing I can turn back time and undo the things I shouldn't have done and Do the things that I should have. I know saying sorry is not enough and is too late. So to at least make it up to you I will promise you na I will listen before reacting and think before speaking.
I miss going home and calling you Tessie. I miss you na Tessie.... So much that it hurts.
I LOVE YOU, YOU KNOW ALTHOUGH SOMETIMES IT JUST DOESN'T SHOW.
Give my regards to JESUS.
Shobe

Mom's Day

Missing my Mom especially this Mothers Day. I remember last year's Mothers Day we celebrated it at Mommy's with Achi and Anya. Never knowing that it will be the last Mothers Day that she will be with us. It was a happy day for us kasi we were all together. Kahit na I can see that she's tired, she's still smiling. Enjoying that moment.

My mom was my best friend. I can tell her everything. And I know na I am accepted and loved for who I am. She's the one who taught me how to be strong, independent, smart and confident. I grew up without insecurities and hangups because my Mom was always there to tell me how beautiful I am, and how proud she was of me not because of my achievements but because of the person I have become. My upbringing is definitely different from others kasi its built on trust. I can stay as late as I want as long as its not a school night. I can stay at my friends house, Enjoy PJ Parties as long as she knows yung mga kasama ko. My mom even let us drink sa house nun when I first experienced my HS broken heart. She's cool as long as she knows na you are not doing anything wrong. My Mom was never the type na she insists her rules but she always let you think for yourself and later on learn from your mistakes. She's not perfect. There were times na we fight bacause were both strong willed, but at the end of the day I know that she is still my only kakampi. I know that she will fight for me with everything that she has. I even remember her telling me her golden values.. "wag na wag ka sasama sa lalaki sa sinehan ng magisa kasi dyan nag start ang temptation". Pag mag aasawa ka humanap ka ng lalaki na mas matalino, at mas malakas ang personality sayo. someone na magdadala ng relationship". Mommy was very practical even her advices. I am so like her in so many ways. She is also bubbly like me. I remember this one time when her friend had an asthma attack and hirap na huminga. Banatan ba naman ng Nanay ko ng Do this: Puuhh tapon mo sa bato.. motioning with her hands na dinadakot ang sakit at tinatapon.. Haay as in muntik na kong mamatay sa kakatawa.. She is so funny. Magkasabwat kami sa kalokohan. I remember bonding time namin ni Mama is watching movies then we will watch before last full show., Then if last full show na we will transfer sa ibang movie pag wala ng bantay.. Hehehhe!! Ka cheapan diba.. Those are the memories na I will never forget. I will forever thank my Mom for training me and teaching me the way of life. I am who I am because I have a mother who is strong, graceful, smart, thoughtful and who loves me unconditionally. I only have one regret in my life and that is not telling my Mother everyday how much I love her when she was still here.

Mom I know you're in peace now with our creator. I LOVE YOU!!!

TULOKS

Missing the TULOKS since last week. Especially when I called them nung kasal ni Marvin. Hay!! They were all together laughing and drinking.. These are the moments that I'm wishing na sana di na lang ako umalis ng Pinas. We were friends for more that 10 years. We have so many memories. Good, Sad, Pa emote lang, and really really happy memories that I'll treasure forever.I Love you guys.. Missing you all..


And I'm sure ako na naman pinag uusapan.. Hehehe.. Like ang pagkahulog ko sa imburnal.Pagmumukmok at pag akyat sa bubong ng jeep nung MADICSA Night at lahat ng na link sa akin.. At ang mga laman ng Diary ko na binasa nyo..

HEART MATTERS

I'm wondering which is harder. To like someone and not be sure if he likes you back. Or loving two person at the same time and realizing you can't let go one of them.

Heart is deceitful. Do not underestimate it!!!

Me and Diane Didi

LOST

Huhu!! Last night on my way home i found out that I lost my left earring.. Waahh left because I'm still wearing the other on my right ear.. Its sad kasi I bought it as a set and from my savings nung college. Its a fruit of a very hard work.( tutoring small kids ) Wala lang sad lang ako.. It's my favorite earring pa naman.

The meaning of the name Kristine

You Are Smart and Curious

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?