MY Mothers Day Card

Ma,
Happy Mother's Day! Thank you for loving me unconditionally. Thank you for always being there for me. Sana lang Ma you're still here. So that I can share with you everything that I have now. I know that u are in a better place now but sometimes my selfishness is wishing that u are here. I regret not telling you I love you everyday. I regret telling you that the pain is only in ur mind everytime u will complain na may masakit sayo. Those words haunts me even in my sleep. I can't let you go kasi I have regrets. I'm saying I'm ok and I'm happy but still I know deep inside I'm not ok. Kasi I know na I've done something wrong but I can never make it up. I'm still thinking about the last 3 days when you are in the hospital and I'm not at your side. Wishing I can turn back time and undo the things I shouldn't have done and Do the things that I should have. I know saying sorry is not enough and is too late. So to at least make it up to you I will promise you na I will listen before reacting and think before speaking.
I miss going home and calling you Tessie. I miss you na Tessie.... So much that it hurts.
I LOVE YOU, YOU KNOW ALTHOUGH SOMETIMES IT JUST DOESN'T SHOW.
Give my regards to JESUS.
Shobe